Monday, December 29, 2008

कल रात .......

कल रात फिर वो मेरे सपनो में आई,
कल रात फिर उसने अपनी पायल की छन छन से मेरी नींद उडाई,

फिर उसने अपनी जुल्फों को मेरे चहरे पर लहराया,
फिर उसने मेरी हथेली पर अपनी तस्वीर बनाई,

फिर उसने मुझसे दुबारा मिलने का वादा किया,
और अगले पल वो ख्वाबो से ओझल नज़र आई,

कल रात फिर वो मेरे सपनो में आई,
कल रात भी वो सिर्फ़ सपनो में नज़र आई।

Sunday, December 28, 2008

खुदा ने आसुंयो को क्यो बेरंग बनाया .......

खुदा ने जब दुनिया को बनाया ,
तो हर अंश को किसी रंग से सजाया,

पर आसुंयो को हर रंग से बचाया,
उसे बेरंग ही बनाया,

शायद खुदा को मालूम था,
जो वो आसुंयो को रंग दे जाता,

तो कोई दिल के दर्द को बारिश में कैसे छुपता,
तो कोई आसुंयो को पानी कैसे बताता।

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I Love You Not


A short love story for all those who have ever felt a pain of lossing their loved one forever. (Inspired and plot taken from some site and thought to share it)

Kshitij: Baby, we need to talk.

Sahana: Kshitij, what do u mean?

Kshitij: Something has come up...

Sahana: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

Kshitij: I don't want to hurt you, baby.

Sahana: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.

Kshitij: Baby, are you there??

Sahana: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??

Kshitij: I'm not sure if I should say it..

Sahana: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Kshitij: I'm leaving...

Sahana: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

Kshitij: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

Sahana: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.

Kshitij: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Sahana: I can't believe this.[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously SAHANA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off thedamn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Kshitij: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Sahana: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.

Kshitij: Would you run away with me?

Sahana: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Kshitij: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

Sahana: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.

Kshitij: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving onflight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Sahana: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Kshitij: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he givesher a note.]

Kshitij: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Sahana: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

Kshitij: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

Sahana: Okay (Begins to walk away.)[They both go back home. And Sahana begins to read the letter he gave her]It says...

"Sahana,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did theright thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch...

Goodbye.- Kshitij"

[ Sahana begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]...

A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....

Friend: How are you feeling?

Sahana: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Kshitij left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

Sahana: Umm.. okay.

[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket, It says:

"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Kshitij"]

Sahana: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Kshitij does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.

Sahana: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!...

Sahana turns the T.V. on......[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she decides to kill herself, because of the fact that Kshitij was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]...

But the same day the phone rings. Initially she didn't answerd and just trying to recongnize a voice. Before she could guess that it was Kshitij, he called to leave a message on answer machine.

"Its Kshitij, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good"

Listening to his messgae she could not believe her ears. She wanted to cry but could not as her lips were smiling....She wanted to laugh, shout but could not bare feeling that she was to end her life.

She went directly to his house and just rang the bell. And what she saw was Kshitij standing and smiling.

She started to slap her and cry her heart out.

Sahana:"I hate you so much........ and my hate means only hate not Love.......u better mind it, now if you ever dare to go away from me then ..........then..........." and she was hugging and kissing him all over.

A Silent Love...

"Dedicated to all those who at any point of time in life have done some sacrifice for his/her love or have determination to do so"

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"


As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

(Story taken from Internet Site)